Really not in the mood to blog.. This will be my last blog from now. Gonna take a break till I see some lights!
This is the 2nd worst CNY I ever had! A long nice weekends ended up in sorrow.. All hopes & dreams crushed so sudden for me! For him, should be alr made up his mind long ago. And yet I'm only get to realise it now! Really unfair for me. Why happened on a supposingly to be happy occasion? It's my year of bunny somemore. Really heart-aching. Cant believe it at all. Still thinking I've got this man to love me with his heart, how fortunate I am yet all vanish just like that! That makes me ponder all the sweet talking/ moments and promises are unreal! Our 26 months relationship meant nothing to him at all. So heartless! Reasons given ~~ work stress, money issues & no confidence in us for future! Isn't so? One knows the best. Never even bother /try to discuss/solve the problems or work things out, and by just calling it off is such an irresponsible act! I really feel so lousy & cheated! Can I console myself that glad that this happened before marriage! How to rely myself to a man who is running away from reality when real responsibilities come?
Once bitten, twice shy, third = heart beat stopped! I hope I will overcome it. God, pls grant me the strengths and wisdom to pull through.. Time will be my best friend from now..
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