What an ashamed and embarrassing when I spotted watery blood next day after mt test kit showed positive! I started to suspected that was menses! And I told my husband about it and he was so anxious and wanted me see doctor to confirm is it pregnancy or what? How come a day before showed positive and next day menses came?
So we went KKH O&G after work that day! Waited for 3 hours and ended up doctor told us the result is negative! I have read wrongly on the 2 test kits my colleague passed me! WTF!!! Wasted time and made us excited for 1 day! As for the test kit, there's no instructions how to read etc, I only see the window indication that all and with the help of another colleague, both of us read it wrongly!!!
From this false alarm matter, I realised HOO is actually very excited about the whole thing, he still ask me to start eating vitamins/ drink pregnancy milk & eat strawberry more. He also said must start save for 2nd baby and buy us bird nests when close to 8 mths pregnant etc! After confirmed it's negative, he looks so disappointed and ask me buy own pregnancy kits that are more simplified than my colleague's! He even ask me when my menses end so that we can start trying. And to see the Chinese sinseh I went before I got my 1st baby last 2 years. This is the 1st time he wants me to go and see the sinseh and he will accompany me too.. Wow.. he really show interests which I thought he never want to although his mouth said so!
Why to have 2nd baby seem so hard for us now? Why others can get it so fast like one and another within 2 years? I really don't want to drag so long as age is catching up.. I also don't wish my 2 kids are having big gap.. My wish is actually one on 2012 & the other on 2014! But now I missed 2014, hopefully a baby in 2015! God please grant my / our wish.
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